sleep?

Right now i should be in bed sleeping. But i'm not. Instead i'm glued to the oh so fascinating computer screen! I'm just getting over being sick and right about now my body and mind are telling me to just crawl into my nice comfy bed and fall into a relaxing sleep. But apart of me wants to stay awake and read stuff. Like blogs and bulletins and stuff like that. Yep. I'm bored and yet i'm still here. It's wierd. So, no one reads this blog anyways. However i did just post a bulletin (how handy!) on myspace so maybe someone will begin to read. haha. I really do want to try and post on this often. I've never been good at keeping a journal or anything like that. But i find it oddly relaxing to type late at night. Plus, people can check in and read what i'm up too or thinking about. I really should get Kayd (my best friend who lives in NM) to post one too and we could keep up on eachothers lives. It would work expertly! haha. except she's like me lazy. If we actually did it it would be cool though. I think i shall e-mail her about the idea. Right now and then go to bed and make my body and mind happy!

procrastinating!

so today's sunday and it's supposed to be my day of rest. I'm finally over being sick (almost) so that's good. For the past few days i've been really sick. I've had headaches and chill and a sore throat and stuffy nose. Yeah, no fun. I haven't been sick like this for years. It's no fun. Anyways, i have like tons to do and i'm doing none of it cause i'm a way cool procrastinator. I'm supposed to be practicing like five pieces of music (i play flute) for an audition on Friday and i haven't even looked at the music yet. I've never auditioned for anything in my life and i just know i'm am going to fail. Which is probably why i'm subconsciencely making myself fail by not practicing! haha. i'm going to choke. and we have a fun director Marcellus Brown. He's so cool and he's going to hear me play and think i suck. Not to mention my flute is broken so it doesn't play like five notes already so i have to take it in and get it fixed on Tues. which will take away more practice time. I've known about my broken flute for like a month and have procrastinated on taking it in. Yep, i know it's awesome. I procrastinate til the last minute.If there were no deadlines i would never get anything done ever. So hurray for deadline! they drve my life forward with or without my corropuration! that's my speil for today. I feel better physically but not mentally! that sounds funny oh well!